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Live Like It's Your Last Day

Why do they say 'live like it's your last day' knowing it was yesterday?
How hard was it to keep
a laugh stifled so I, blinded and deafened, wouldn't hear?
Everytime I gave you a bit of me as these words poured out and then echoed,emotionless.
All these lies share a theme ripping every thread that held my heart beating.
These disappearing threads are spun around your fingers that choke me as I smile.
I told you I'd give you everything and now I give you my life. My last breath,wasted on your name.

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safe.a disclosure of feelings in a mixture of truthful lies cupped hands whisper morning secrets i turn over and realize you're still there and as we blend together in a mixture of hearts and flesh i secretely sense the pleasure of safety and love. safe.
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oh, my darling drag
by ~mutedXwhispers

Live Like It's Your Last DayWhy do they say 'live like it's your last day' knowing it was yesterday?
How hard was it to keep
a laugh stifled so I, blinded and deafened, wouldn't hear?
Everytime I gave you a bit of me as these words poured out and then echoed,emotionless.
All these lies share a theme ripping every thread that held my heart beating.
These disappearing threads are spun around your fingers that choke me as I smile.
I told you I'd give you everything and now I give you my life. My last breath,wasted on your name. Live Like It's Your Last Day
by ~mutedXwhispers

FantasiaDancing to the pulse of night city's essence Accompanies by the rainbow lights of a new sky Drunk on airy ambrosia Spinning in a strobe-light montage Finally caught in the net of love's arms Knowing I've never been freer. Fantasia
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Last NightLast night I tried something... I tried to forget you... tried to forget what I feel for you...
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From Angsty to Controlled?

Mon Apr 16, 2007, 6:41 PM

Mood:
Listening to: Boys of Summer
Reading: It's Kinda a Funny Story...
Watching: American Gun
Playing: The Sims 2 University
Eating: Nachos with nachyour cheese! hah!
Drinking: iceeeee

Wow, so my writing sucked. probably still sucks.
hopefully i've matured a lot from then.
I do know though that there will never ever ever ever be more cutting poems, just because its been at least a full year since the last time I cut. yeah!
anyways
update on my life?
I'm a senior.
I'm done with using girls for my twisted shit.
I'm done with lying to girls just... because.
I'm a new Texas State BOBCATTTT.
yeah.
my myspace is [link]
I also have a facebook but whatever.
I work.
I drive.
I live my life without regrets and no wish to visit my past.
what's done is done.

p.s. I'm still psycho about spelling.

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Current Residence: Houston,Texas
Interests: dramatic/poetry/prose interp,photography, duet acting, theatre,public speaking, debate
Favourite movie: Thirteen,White Oleander,One Hour Photo
Favourite band or musician: hum...I can't pick...
Favourite genre of music: Everything from emo to some metal
Favourite poet or writer: Daphne Gottlieb and Sylvia Plath
Favourite photographer: Rodney Williams
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Operating System: Windows XP
Favourite game: The Sims
Favourite cartoon character: The Pink Panther?
Personal Quote: If it can be done tomorrow, why do it today?
Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper, Camera, and emotions? idk

Website: http://www.myspace.com/melxoh
Email: muted_whispers@yahoo.com
AIM: xmelxohxmartyrx

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~Beklagen Oct 19, 2005, 6:59:52 PM

Thank you SO much for the

It really means a lot to me

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Arlene was here. Be jealous.

~willuholdme Jul 14, 2005, 10:22:13 AM

Thanks so much for the

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I'm happier than I look.

~raraxavis May 8, 2005, 4:54:53 PM

Hi, thanks adding me. ^^

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Director, Management/Design
The Mad Catalyst Network

Shall our blood fail? Or shall it come to be
The blood of paradise? And shall the earth
Seem all of paradise that we shall know?

~HiddingAgain Mar 9, 2005, 1:27:20 PM

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!

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Lead me not into Temptation...
I can find it myself

~UtenaismyHERO Feb 1, 2005, 3:26:41 PM

Ok your poetry rocks!! *thumbs up* Keep writing Im adding you to my favorites.

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~pAiXAuM Jan 29, 2005, 12:00:16 PM

thanks you so mutch..

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Look trough my things and figure me out...

~pAiXAuM Jan 29, 2005, 11:44:44 AM

Would you please put the

that you´ve putten in a work from

in the original picture [link] (in my gallery) pleaseeee? it would mean so mutch to me...

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Look trough my things and figure me out...

~anothasugrh1gh Jan 28, 2005, 1:11:22 PM

hey thanks for the fave on Shame

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Thats Beast.

~duet-with-knives Jan 25, 2005, 11:24:11 AM

Welcome.

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I don't like your tragic sighs
as if your god has passed you by well hey fool
that's your deception
your angels speak with jilted tongues
the serpent's tale has come undone you have no
strength to squander
The only comfort is the moving of the river